Disappearing Acts

for putting up with me, for listening to me, for fighting for me, and befriending me.
you stuck around when no one wanted me
loved me when I didnt love myself
held my world when yours was crashing day by day
i never had a superwoman, outside my moms
but i had you.
but was it worth the tears
to be your boyfriend in the dark
deal with the dysphoria as you say “i miss my girl”
miles apart from each other,
and when im gone you playing house with another?
living the life that King James says is right
making sure what we do in the dark never reaches into the light
and those secrets Ive kept hidden
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU FLAWS AND FUCKIN ALL!

but yours is the reality of a fuck buddy lifestyle
that has exhausted its last mile.

-compilation of situations