Where I am at, I don’t have alot of friends.
Nor do I have an interest… well sorta do. But I see no reason for pursuit.
In Pittsburgh, I would enjoy taking a long walk through North Park down to the man-made lake with the ducks swimming, and the dogs walking around and swimming in the pond too.
I’ve always wanted a dog.
Or I would take a walk down by the Heinz/Del Monte factories on the riverside walking trails to Washington’s Landing and admire the coolest houses in Pittsburgh, perched on an island in the middle of the Allegheny River. I would day dream there, thinking of me, my wife, our many kids and dogs, being well off and living there… if I decided to stay in Pittsburgh in my future.
I mentioned in an anon post that I’ve never been on a legitimate date, like one where I’d ask a girl,
“Hey, do you want to go to the movies?” or “Hey do you want to go to a play?”
And get turned down for… one reason or another. Sometimes because of legitimate situations, others because… well… let’s not get too deep into that fam.
But going on this walk in the beauty of the bright sun rays, cool breezes, and mixture of natural, industrial, and lake water smells, influencing many thoughts to come out in words or actions…with someone, a friend, or more, would be the result of a beautiful day.
Though, I can do all that shit by my damn self…
I’m admitting that there is a void missing.