February 2012
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Love, Kyran
I wrote this poem to satisfy my extreme thoughts and put my imagination into act. In reality, I could never off my life. I really have alot to live for regardless of the rollercoaster that I describe my life to be. But I can’t front, I think it, I have always thought it, and I don’t know if those thoughts will decease, and if they will, I have no damn clue when they will.
And its...
mslashawna asked: I'm here if you need something!!! *CYBER HUG* things will get better
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Questions
My roommate asked if I was suicidal…. I said no.
She stated that I had been in this depressed state since starting my transition…. and I agreed.
Its finally letting out all the pain subsided inside of me, years on top of years of hidden pain that needed to be released. Breaking down the foundation based on what other people think/felt about me and me wanting to do right by them...
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Clearly Electronics Aren't My Thing...
Now my tablet is all fucked up…
Fixable…
But all fucked up.
And the damn product service support didn’t help, had me do a fuckin’ data wipe for the thing to be shit…
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Breakdown
the world must know I am going through mental hell because I got a free chai tea latte at Starbucks….
I’m coming to the conclusion that I`ll never be that person to start as a subordinate and grow to a monster CEO that I always see myself. I`ll never be that powerful attorney using my knowledge to prove what is right, my innovative twisted ass House like brain ready to challenge the...
I'll hope and I'll pray: Question for liberals →
stfuconservatives:
thetruthisouttheree:
Okay, so I know that one of the major criticisms Democrats make about Republicans is that we don’t care for the poor.
How do you figure that? You’re right that we don’t want the government to do that through the welfare/ food stamp system. But…
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T-shirts Today
The logo is pretty small on the Tshirts… But overall, I am happy about the outcome of the T-shirts itself.
What lesson did I learn: Research
I picked the screen printing place around the corner from my crib because of convenience and the fact that there is alot of guessing when it comes to online orders, but even with that, before I confirmed the design, I should have seen how it would...
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Hard Day...
I pretty much snapped and destroyed my room…
Everything and everybody just kept pushing that button that I hate over and over again…
I hulk-ed the fuck out and just went on a 10 block rampage in 30 degree weather with just a thin sweater with a t-shirt under, pants, shoes.
I don’t know where I belong anymore…
idpmusic:
Diggy ft. Jeremih | Do It Like You
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So you want to kill yourself? Because no one cares...
grimdarksonic:
vampsonic:
Everyone needs this on there blog
Reblogging in hopes that someone, somewhere, reads this and changes their mind.
My god this is wonderful
This is the truest thing i have ever seen…
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Hard Day
the good parts about my day is that i am healthy, i was able to get more T, and I seen my new nephew.
seeing my big brother, however, was a huge disappointment. i feel like he is disappointed in me and embarassed to even say he is my brother. one of his coworkers was at his house, and at this point I pass well. I almost considered shaving but I personally hate a clean shaven face on me. I look 12...
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I Love You
for putting up with me, for listening to me, for fighting for me, and befriending me.
you stuck around when no one wanted me
loved me when I didnt love myself
held my world when yours was crashing day by day
i never had a superwoman, outside my moms
but i had you.
but was it worth the tears
to be your boyfriend in the dark
deal with the dysphoria as you say “i miss my girl”...
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Droppin` Shit
Its been a weekend of shit just droppin, especially today. I dropped the mop water at work when closing, then after taking my T shot, I knock the T into the tub and the vial breaks -___-
And Im still hurting over my damn computer…. sigh. Its good that i have my doctors` appt tomorrow willing that everything goes well, I really hope he can write me another script. My former job rules just...
Anonymous asked: Rock music and Country music are...
ran1228:
dank-potion:
newwavefeminism:
made rebloggable for truthy-ness
BLESS THIS MOTHERFUCKING POST!
TRUTH
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Getting Accustomed
Its tough getting accustomed to my tablet as far as using it as a alternative from my long lost baby Junior, and it does help that I have the android market with the tablet and there are alot of apps to work with. It also helps that I have most of my stuff saved to dropbox and my emails so the importang stuff is accessible. Its just I’m not entirely sure how far the capabilities of the...
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Apps
Tryin to find the best tumblr app for my tablet…but its not working. either one has a glitch, the other is too complicated or it costs 10 bucks that needs to go somewhere else…
I miss junior :-(
40 weirdly intriguing questions...
1. What’s a question you’re afraid to ask? To whom?
2. What’s something you hide about your personality?
3. What’s something other people think about you that you don’t agree with?
4. How do you deal with criticism?
5. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
6. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
7. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
8. Describe your favourite texture.
9. Which national or global tragedy were you closest to and how did it affect you?
10. Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance.
11. Which fictional character would you most like to have lunch with and why?
12. Who would you say is your “anti” role model? Someone who serves as a warning rather than an inspiration?
13. What’s your least “politically correct” opinion?
14. What kind of underwear do you imagine Sherlock Holmes wears?
15. What’s one of the most difficult things you’ve ever had to do?
16. If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?
17. What’s the most infuriating thing your parents (or caregiver) do?
18. Which Disney Princess do you most identify with and why? Which is your favourite and why? And yes- ANYONE can answer this question.
19. You’re an Action Movie Hero. What’s your weapon of choice and the line you scream when defeating your arch enemy?
20. What’s the silliest fan theory you’ve ever come up with?
21. What did you think about before you fell asleep last night?
22. What’s the oddest term of endearment you’ve ever used or that someone’s used for you?
23. What motivates you in life?
24. What was something you used to enjoy, but was ruined for you? What’s the story behind that?
25. How do you think you will fare when the Zombie Apocalypse arrives?
26. Which mythological creature are you most like? Why? And if you could be any mythological creature, which would you want to be? Why?
27. Write a brief story about an actual adventure you’ve had.
28. Describe one of the most awkward experiences of your life.
29. What’s something that scares you about the future?
30. List 5 quirky things about yourself.
31. Describe your dream library.
32. What’s the weirdest item you’ve ever mourned?
33. If you could design an amusement park ride, what would it be like?
34. Do you have any “rules” about food?
35. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
36. What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about?
37. Describe a time/event in your life that you’re nostalgic for.
38. How do you approach social situations?
39. What is your ideal bed? Why?
40. Post a short excerpt of your life.
Leave a number in my ask, and I will write a paragraph to answer.
R.I.P Junior
So the dog knocked water over my computer and mycomputer aka Junior got fried.
Good thing I got my tablet…but junior and I been rollin hard for two years now…. :-(
Its a sad day…. and I gotta save up for a new one. I still will keep in touch though….
Peace&Love
That awkward moment when you like someone
littlelyonman:
but they’re either “Super straight” (Nothing but a Cis man will do), or “Super Gay” (Nothing but a Cis woman) and you’re just like…
I am neither of those things.
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Day 16: What’s your rock anthem and why?
now, does rock anthem imply that it must be of the rock genre? Or is this the song I just rock the fuck out to on the daily?
The song that I connect to my transition is “Whatya Want From Me?” by Adam Lambert. Because when I started coming out, I thought I was prepared for the changes that would occur. I didn’t think I’d lose my girlfriend of a 4 year tussle of back and...
We Will Be Censoring All Of Tumblr Tonight At...
bella4lyfe:
Reblog if people say you don’t look your age.
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Day 15: How have you embraced your trans identity?
Putting myself in good places around good people who want to see me happy…
I know that sounds really cliched, but its true. If I stayed around people who didn’t respect my trans-identity or kept coming at me with the who, what, when, where, why, and how, about my my life, it would have overwhelmed me some. Nah, scratch that, because I still go through that stuff on the daily, its just...
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Finished my 4th Design
It’s pretty awesome, kinda reliving my delinquent lifestyle of graffiti tagging.
I wasn’t even that good at it… no actually I was horrible and got my ass caught the fuck up in Juvie for a few days because my mom wanted to “teach me a lesson”
So yeah, scared straight and all them teenage troublemaking-take-they-ratchet-ass-to-jail-ass shows are true.
Though, I...
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WHY THE HELL WAS I SO LOST WITHOUT TUMBLR FOR THE...
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January 2012
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Day 14: What are some of your passing tips or...
Always wear layers: T-shirts with a sweater or cardigan or flannel.
Always do total body workouts with an emphasis on upper body: chest, shoulders, traps delts, back, biceps, triceps.
Never fear feeling your inner man confidence: don’t ever think that you won’t pass, because that fear an be reflected in you trying to pass. For example, guys have this coolness about them, an aloof...
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53 degrees, January 31st
Where I am at, I don’t have alot of friends.
Nor do I have an interest… well sorta do. But I see no reason for pursuit.
In Pittsburgh, I would enjoy taking a long walk through North Park down to the man-made lake with the ducks swimming, and the dogs walking around and swimming in the pond too.
I’ve always wanted a dog.
Or I would take a walk down by the Heinz/Del Monte...
Life as a Middle Child: What is it with Ghetto... →
sumney:
I get it now.
All my life, I grew up being told that “black” names are ghetto and held by people who are likely to be trashy. If you know a girl named Laquisha, Latoya, Shaniqua, or Kelendria, she’s probably the neighborhood hoodrat, and even names like Tyrone and Tyrese are blacklisted in our society (pun intended). Statistically, it’s been proven that resumes and job applications that...